self control? come again?

Self-control is exactly what it is said to be, control initiated by the self. Seems simple enough, logical enough, and something that is second nature to most.

However, there are those weak spots that we just can't seem to manipulate into a situation we have control over. They are the bruise on a really delicious apple, the pothole in a smooth road, and the thorn on a rose. Weak spots are tender areas that we tend to drive around, eat around, and avoid.

I have plenty of weak spots, but there are a few that have been a thorn in my side for a while...they are weak spots that can be helped and that I am not exhibiting self control over. Self control in my time management, my habits, my words, my thoughts, my lollygagging on the internet....they are just becoming one big bruise on my basket of apples.

My biggest struggle is knowing when too much self control is overriding what God has planned in my life. I've been looking up on all the scripture I can for self control and I am overwhelmed!

I also found this other article by John Piper titled "The Feirce Fruit Of Self Control" and was soaking up everything I could about it.

What really sticks out to me is that there comes a point where free will and self control have to work together in order to make decisions that represent God. Practicing self control that glorifies God to fight other idols in your life is a positive thing. But when self control becomes the idol, then we are walkin' a different walk.

So how do I make changes without walking this fine line? I see people struggling with the fine line all around me, and I fear making changes because I do not want self control to be something I idolize. God emphasizes accountability everywhere in scripture.

Surround yourself with other believers. Confide, Confess, Tell, spill the beans...okay it doesn't say spill the beans... but for goodness sakes...talk about, blog about it, and never stop seeking God in those bruised areas with those who walk in faith with you

Accountability works with self control which works in the glory of God to battle the weak spots, the bruises, and the yucky muck that you can't seem to clean up.

I'm thinking God has got lots to teach me about this...self control might just be another struggle that I get to enjoy :]