me me me.

I'm guilty.

I have lots of time to think and read and dream and sleep right now. I have all these hopes for exactly what I want my future to look like. I am full of ME hopes, ME dreams, and ME plans.

I'm learning that is it important to place emphasis on the here and now, because I can trust what is in front of me but I can't trust my hindsight. I can put the dailies in God's hands but I want so badly to control the tomorrows.

What I (think) I know: the people I work with are fantastic. my heart needs to be softened towards the parentals. the peace of Christ should rule in my heart and not finances or people. I made an amazing blueberry/strawberry/grape fruit salad and I want to share it with everyone I know.

What I am clueless on: what kind of computer to purchase. what Paul is telling me and the Philippians. Why Nehemiah can rebuild Jerusalem and I can't even comprehend the amazing things God is asking me to build for Him. how to have peace that the future will come, and how to continue having faith in the hope that God puts in my heart!

Remember, I strive on accountability. That is my purpose for this little blurb :] Miss you all.